Sky Rocketing

song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8inxXJUue9I white brim hat i got soul i can sing but i sure know rock and roll food: dumplings, the inside were still a bit cold unfortunately, camilla tea maybe going to write another book, but first i have to start working on my thesis. sartre, cioran. take your weakness, flip them upside down and turn them into your strength.  animal: puppy city: i want to visit marseille. renewed hope to continue ready to blow away the past the past didn't last won't last won't ever last time never lasts it passes and passes and at last what was now is suddenly the past so why hurt the ones you love? isn't them keeping up with your change already more than enough?

song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53rCO8BsKwU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSQbUbQ2w-Efood: hummus and warm buns with coffee, honey camilla tea, chocolate cookies animal: squirrel book: nietzsche- the twilight of the idols how can someone be so inspiring? it's a book that breathes, it has a soul, it has a life. how do i know? i can hear its heartbeat. a letter i received from a loving friend: Dear S, The things we talked about - spiritual journeys and travels, cafés and restaurants - I want those things. I just forgot that I wanted them. I was avoiding you, because I was fatigued because I was being weak. But sitting alone in a comfy chair isn't the solution to that. I like you. You're witty, affectionate and clever. I'm a fool for not indulging in you and the world. Hope I didn't let enough time pass for you to not want me anymore. Enough time has passed for me to know I want to be with you, and that I want more than what was. Sincerely yours if yo

song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ll0XbB3GxuA food: spicy dumplings, noodle soup, fried asian snacks images: new beginning, happy young brother, sunshine, popcorn, funny videos, messy buns, laughter, the golden tan of my best friend, her shiny black hair reflecting in the sunlight book: the birth of a tragedy by friedrich nietzsche how far away sorrow feels when im bursting with laughter a bubble around me filling up more and more as i widen my smiles what is the world? a small paper boat that twelve year old me is waving goodbye my family is looking at the sea there goes the world off to an adventure or to become a disastrous shipwreck but why care? why should i be bothered? off we go too and we enjoy our Sunday brunch

song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtgCvj6D8Eo animal: chihuahua feelings: embarrassed, ruining whatever connections i have to the world. another burn-out, things went well for so long. why did i have to break? i'm sorry. i've made a mistake. i will keep making mistakes. i will keep losing my patience. you just want your comfort, your peace. i also want that. not as long as i have my ego. it's so fragile. and i'm so scared. i'm a bubble, ready to burst at any moment. stay strong. don't break. build yourself, or you wont survive the world. food: not in the mood.  resonating: i'm an idiot. i made a mistake. i'm sorry. you've got the best of me piece by piece bit by bit i can crumble apart like a sandcastle under a harsh wave i know you're not always good for me neither am i for you but,  be a gentle wave and i'll try to be a strong rock and together we will drift softly on the bubbling foams of the sea