song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrD3t4KGSuY
mood: the song
animal: mouse, hide me away, let's go to sleep
food: soup, comfort food 

letting go is letting go of everything
the good and the bad
the bad are relative to my happy moments
the good when i'm alone
as tolstoy said
happiness is an allegory
misery a story

we never really touch each other
only through art
those who can
those who understand
those who can express their love of life
they walk either too lightly
floating centimeters above the ground
or they hunch their way through life
carrying the world like atlas
and me?
i'm folding myself inwards
a nice origami swan
and i'm sipping my soup 
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